Hi (((( KittenCatLover )))), welcome to the forum!  
 
 
I've found this site to be very supportive, and it's certainly helped me to " manage " my depression/anxiety better. I hope that you'll find the same. 
I have to make a shameful admission... 

 , I suspect that I'm not really a  " cat-person ". Perhaps, it's because cats just seem to be more confident than I am?  

 Or perhaps cats just seem to know more than I do?  

 Or, perhaps it's because cats just seem far more self-sufficient than humans?  

 I'm not sure that it would boost my self-esteem much to have a pet that could manage perfectly well without me...!  
 
 
In fact there is a saying in this part of the world: " Dogs have owners, cats have staff ".  
 
   
 
But, it's not my fault! My parents didn't have a cat! I never got a chance to learn to be a  " cat-person "! I deserve pity, not condemnation!!!!  
 
 
Seriously, though, (((( KittenCatLover )))), welcome again to the forums. I hope that you'll feel comfortable posting as much or as little as you feel that you want to.