Mistake
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Mistake
I made a terrible mistake yesterday. I watched the Oprah show which dealt with child sexual abuse and then in the evening there was a show on about the abuse that is rampant in the Catholic church. I am sitting at the bottom now. Very triggered and despondent. I cannot see my way out of this. Talking my way through it may just turn out to be too painful.
please dont be down mich
MICH ,MY DEAR FREIND ,,try it this way ,what you saw was the same or very simaler to what you suffered ,,those people were opening up ,,and it was public ,,on show for lots of people to see ,,you were one of those many people who were touched by what they saw ,,it hurt you ,,but you understood however painful to yourself ,,now think of all those people who saw and now understand something they never could have before ,,
please see that you have your story to tell and people do understand ,,whoever you talk to at the time will know what your feeling ,,and they may be able to reach out and touch you ,i think you were very brave to watch those programs ,,and as much as it has hurt you and you feel down ,,i think that when the trauma has past you will feel you can talk ,because so many others have that have gone before you ,,this is my thoughts on it mich ,,the terrible thing you harbour inside is yours and yours only to share ,,,you know mich we have talked deeply here with our freinds and shared much very private pain ,,i have to wonder if we were all face to face one day could we share our pain ? for me the answer is simple YES,i would because i know you so well ,and to face you would make it even easier ,,shareing with a stranger is very doughting mich i know ,but just if we all wish very hard for you ,maybe that stranger may understand and become a freind as well as a health proffesional ,,i hope you feel better soon mich and i hope you can take that step ,you need so much ,,but i will understand if you cannot do so ,,maybe if not now ,,another time soon maybe ,,,,,
wishing you very well indeed hugs (((((mich))))),,,lots of love ken xxx
please see that you have your story to tell and people do understand ,,whoever you talk to at the time will know what your feeling ,,and they may be able to reach out and touch you ,i think you were very brave to watch those programs ,,and as much as it has hurt you and you feel down ,,i think that when the trauma has past you will feel you can talk ,because so many others have that have gone before you ,,this is my thoughts on it mich ,,the terrible thing you harbour inside is yours and yours only to share ,,,you know mich we have talked deeply here with our freinds and shared much very private pain ,,i have to wonder if we were all face to face one day could we share our pain ? for me the answer is simple YES,i would because i know you so well ,and to face you would make it even easier ,,shareing with a stranger is very doughting mich i know ,but just if we all wish very hard for you ,maybe that stranger may understand and become a freind as well as a health proffesional ,,i hope you feel better soon mich and i hope you can take that step ,you need so much ,,but i will understand if you cannot do so ,,maybe if not now ,,another time soon maybe ,,,,,
wishing you very well indeed hugs (((((mich))))),,,lots of love ken xxx
hello mich
hello mich ,,how are you doing today ,,just saying hello so you know im thinking of you ,,hugs (((((mich))))),,love ken xxx
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