A LONG DAY ,GOODNIGHT ,FEEL WELL T,MORROW

[xn728]

hello my many freinds ,its seems to have been a long day today ,i felt a little down but ,ive kept busy
still feeling that little happy thing .nothing massive but its there ,the visitor has not hassled me for
2or 3 days ,shelley is doing ok ,shes going to see that jacko film tommorrow night with her big sis ,mich
seems to be having a bad time ,and lisa a little ,they,ll be ok ,the posts will cheer them up ,you know i
looked on the forum today ,and i was embarresed ,all i could see was xn728 everywere, i hope im not becoming
overbearing ,no really i can clak on on a bit ,if i start to get boring ,please tell me ,even when your not
here i can talk ,and it does me good ,i read a lot on here to ,i dont just put my stuff on and go,its good
to learn the problems others have ,and how they deal with them,i dont have anyone out here who i can talk to
my choice,i cant tell my wife and to girls about the things i see and feel ,they do know i suffer ,but they only
see the censored version ,i remember when i first came on ,here i had been on 4 forums previosly and as soon as i
let the heavy stuff out ,i was just shouted down ,this was my last shot ,the replys i got were really welcoming
and ive always been happy here ,thats why i write how i do ,i know exactly how that pain and loneliness feels
so when people reach out ,i try to welcome them ,and make them feel at home ,im frightened it will all be taken from
me ,i fret all the time ,something will happen and it wont be there ,this is a big part of my life now ,
it gives me something to think about ,an interest as much as a life line .
oh no im claking arent i ,,,,lol,,i,ll say goodnight and hope you all feel ok ,and those who suffer badly just now
ill wish for to feel better soon ,crystalgaze is absent to i hope your ok crytsal feel better soon ,we are such
good freinds all of us ,and i hope someday we will find some peace ,maybe not apsolute ,but an improvement ,im
happy now with my little bit of happy ,more than ive had for a while ,i enjoyed my little bit of halloween
and the ferrets did to ,it may rain tommorrow ,i hope so ,when it rains it carrys the souls down to earth so
they can see and feel the things they miss,So all my freinds ,crytalgaze,aim,monty,mich, aurelia,lisa,shatteredhopes,
and warmie girl ,if i can carry your pain so you may rest ,then i will ,,,,,goodnight everyone ,,,,ken xn728

[shatteredhopes]

I haven't been on this forum long, so I haven't read many of your posts, but noticed you always respond to me and make me feel welcome and cared for...so please don't feel bad about posting so much, especially given how much support you give to others. I know it helps me to get it out and I'm posting A LOT too for just having joined. I look forward to reading your older posts in the future.

Hope you sleep well and I if I could slay your demons I would in a heartbeat! Sending thoughts of peace & brotherly love your way...

[xn728]

thankyou shatteredhopes your very kind ,i hope you feel better soon ,
i enjoy your post also ,its good to share ,when we need it ,we can take
and as were better we give a little back ,small gifts to each other ,so thanks for your reply ,,,,,a gift ,,,,,,,,,goodnight ,,,xn728,,,,,,,,,,,ken

[crystalgaze]

~smile~ Of course, Ken, you're just fine! I've been saying that haven't I?

Just feeling a little strange on my end.... I'm working on it. Thank you for thinking of me! It means a lot to me (especially in this hard time)! Can't thank you enough!

I hope you feel better Ken... I'm really glad that you have your little bit of yapph... ~smiles~

[lisalou]

hiya ken, glad things are still going ok for you. we love having you here and we love your posts,remember that, make as many as you like!!!!! plenty of wind and rain for you to enjoy today

[xn728]

oh yeah big style here ,went to local water park and sat at side of water
the car was rockin from side to side ,and the water had big waves on it
not seen that before ,didnt spoil the bacon buttie from the cafe though
mmmmmmmmmmmmbacon,,,,,,,,,hope your ok ,,,,ken

[Mich]

Ken - please keep posting lots. I love reading your posts and get so much from them. I wish I had found this place years ago.

[xn728]

thanks mich ,hope you ok ,not been posting much ,hope you feel better soon,,,,,,,,,xn728,,,,,ken