Too many thoughts to process

[crocus11]

What in the world is going on?? I have previously dealt with bipolar episodes with a balance of medication, fitness, and healthy eating. I went off meds for two years and felt fine and now with the stress of life, I feel as if I'm starting to have a relapse.
I am seeing a therapist and am on antidepressants and a mood stabilizer but it is leaving me feeling irritated with everyone, depressed, and anti social. I don't want to talk to anyone but yet I do and resent everyone for being so blind to how much emotional turmoil I am going through...

After being off meds for two years and then starting back again I am really struggling to find a life balance and I'm just sad, angry, and irritated at everyone and everything. My doctor says the slower increments of increasing my medicine will help. Does anyone else have experience with an antidepressant and mood stabilizer combined? If so, how did it effect you?