New and little lost...

[turtle2892]

I'm new to this forum so thought I should introduce myself.

I'm 22 and living in the South West with my other half and have recently been feeling my depression take control again. I don't take tablets for it and would really prefer to stay that way. My partner and I have been having trouble lately which lead to him talking to other females in a less than appropriate way, expecting no less this has triggered everything again. We are still together and he understand the way I feel but now this has happened I am finding it really hard to trust him and to control my depression. I feel so negatively towards everything, I dont want to go out, speak to people but if I'm alone I just tend to cry most of the time or sleep. I want to be able to get back to 'normal' at least get it back under control.

I guess I am just looking for support from others who know they way I feel not about the situations but about the depression. Looking forward to meeting you

[hollyann]

((((turtle))))) Sorry you are going through this with your partner. Something like that can take a while to work through. Is he supportive of your depression at all?

holly

[turtle2892]

He is to the extent of what he understands about it all, sometimes takes my not wanting to talk to people or go out as me being grumpy or unsociable. I guess that makes it harder for me to keep explaining it but for him to not know where I'm coming from

[turtle2892]

He is to the extent of what he understands about it all, sometimes takes my not wanting to talk to people or go out as me being grumpy or unsociable. I guess that makes it harder for me to keep explaining it but for him to not know where I'm coming from