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Why is that everybody wants to help me when I'm coping on my own but nobody can be bothered to find any time for me when I really need the help?
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maybe they just want to see me back to my old self and can't admit they hate to be around me depressed, but it's not like I lean too heavily on them. Everybody knows I'm always home alone but they don't even make the time to give me a phone call. I'm always the one to make contact and I always try to be considerate towards everyone but it just isn't returned. I'm tired of my family and friend.
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they have the cheek to say I don't open up but I'm never given the bloody chance to.
![Mad :x](./images/smilies/icon_mad.gif)
As for not being very active having little energy and having to force myself to do anything is not laziness it's depression
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no one even asks me what i'm doing to deal with it they just presume I'm doing nothing because they can't see what's happening within me and I don't want to be my old self because that's what got me into this mess in the first place.
![Idea :idea:](./images/smilies/icon_idea.gif)
I think I'll give my nearest and dearest a wake up call.
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