I sit in the dark as the thoughts roll in
tumbling and spinning yet totally still
All the colors floating yet gray, unmoving
As I stare into the dark
What am I doing here?
What did I want here?
I can't remember
I must remember something
It nags at the edge of my brain
What is it?
The music washes over me
Slowly immobilizing me
It guides me into my world
My world of gray skies and lonliness
Time ticks by faster and faster
Filling the emptiness in my thoughts
What should I feel?
What am I supposed to feel?
I feel something but what?
This is a poem I wrote. I hardly ever write poems but I just had an odd need to write one. I'm not very good at conveying my feelings. lol
