Happy ever after

[Medica]

My life is hurtful no matter how I plot it
All the wishes I wish for can't stop it
The ache that tears me apart
And allows the flashbacks to start
I can't imagine a pain-free me
Calmly resting with back to a tree
All happy thoughts and nice feelings
Reading letters of warm meanings
No worries about the future of the past
Just laying in the now where nothing is fast
Only honest dear loved ones
No need to go on the escape runs
No matter the wish my life is hard
No human shall ever for me guard
I walk alone the bumpy roads
I wake alone the dreams that in me froze
I can't find a wish to cure me
And bring out a happy pure me
I live because I can't die
I cry and scream and sigh
But all you see is the yelling and laughter
And think "oh you must be living a happy ever after"
It doesn't even exist in my mind
A happy ever after is something I can't find

[Warmsoul/Jeanie13]

((((((((((((( Medica ))))))))))))))))

Wish we could seek for things, together with someone, perhaps our day will come? I can hope.

Warmie

[Medica]

jeanie yeah me too, i hope we all find that
((((((jeanie))))))

[Warmsoul/Jeanie13]

(((((((((((( Medica ))))))))))))

Thinking positive....as was said in the " Finding Nemo" movie...

Just keep swimming, just keep swimming!!

Warmie

[Medica]

^_^ medica keeps on swimming keeps on swimming


eooooh the water is nice and refreshing, common jeanie

[Warmsoul/Jeanie13]

((((((((((( Medica ))))))))))))))

Not the greatest of swimmers, but I do know how to float, LOL... wait up!!!

Just keep swimming,

Jeanie

[Obayan]

/me throws a lifeline to jeanie and puts those little floaters on her arms.

Medica, keep swimming my friend. Here, i'll loan you my air tank.

[Warmsoul/Jeanie13]

(((((((((((( Obayan ))))))))))))))

LOL you know me well, thanks friend.

Warmie

[yevixih694]

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