Concerning Peep212

[pablos]

Holly prayers and thoughts to you and your family. I am new to the forum, so I do not know you or Bruce. I lost my Dad a couple months ago, so I know a little bit about loosing someone. Its hard. You have a great support groups here. Talk to them.

Peace be with you and your family.

pablos

[AnnieS]

(((((((((((((((((Holly)))))))))))))))))))))

I'm so, very sorry for your loss. I haven't been here in a while, but you're all in my thoughts and prayers. I didn't know Bruce very well, but, from what I knew of him, I could see he was a very nice guy. It's not much consolation for those who stay, nor it makes us miss the ones who left any less, but I like to believe he's in a better place, free of all the pain he lived with.

If there's ever anything I can do for you, Holly, I'm only a message away. You're in my thoughts and prayers.

AnnieS

[-Kay-]

i hope this works; i have been having login trouble.

i miss peep. he was kind to me, and wise, and funny. and he paid attention to this newbie and not just in a 'welcome, good luck' way.

he got my (few) jokes and seemed to appreciate wit (he certainly was witty).

he was admirable; he was grabbing an opportunity to make his life better, i think on a daily basis, and definitely by going to be with the woman he loved.

he told me take care of yourself; and i think of that often when i dont know what to do.

when i had a particular crisis w/a doctor; he gave me good, usable advice.

he was a gem. i am so very very very sorry he is no longer here. and i send love, so much love, to you holly. i am so far and we dont know each other, but if i can do anything, do let me know.

ongoing thoughts of you and your family, and all who miss him sorely.

kay/kim

[hollyann]

((((((everyone))))) thanks. His friends and family here meant the world to him. I appreciate you all too.

And pablos sorry to hear of your loss.

[Medica]

may God bless his soul, (((((((((holly))))))))) i didn't mean to bring it up again i didn't know, honey how are you doing? my prayers and thoughts go to you honey
Bruce was such a nice guy, we joked saying he was my mentor, he taught me the difference between DID and MPD and how to make secret notes to someone, i hope we could have met face to face

[Wonder]

I found out peep had died in the chatroom. I hadn't been in the forums for a while. Hollyann was there and someone asked where he was and she told us. Even though I have not been here very long and did not know him very well, it was a real shock. I had asked peep a question in the forum and he had answered me so carefully twice. I was truly grateful. I will miss him here and in the chatroom. And I send love and hopes for peace and healing to ((((((((((holly)))))))))))))).

[hollyann]

Just wanted to say thank you all yet again. It's been almost 5 months and I don't know how I could have made it these months without you. And the months to come. I asked that I could double post this (original posted under artwork) now here as a tribute to the man I love.

I sit here with tears in my eyes
Unable to cry
Once again your on my mind
Just like you are all the time
The times we had didn't last
And they always seemed to go by so fast
But they were filled with love
The kind thats shined on from above
You gave me so much hope
And now that I lost you its hard to cope
I dream or you, I look for you,
I think of you, and I still love you
I miss the warmth of your smile
You had a way of making everything worth while
You brightened up every corner of my life
And though I never got to be your wife
You knew you had my heart
Each and every part
I dont know how to move on with out you here
Its hard when I dream of you and awake to find you not there
I get down on my knees and I cry out why I dont know
Just like I dont know why you had to go
So many dreams lost, so many hopes wasted
My smile is lost so a fake one is pasted
I miss you so much
Miss you more than a touch
I miss your words of wisdom, the way you made me laugh
How you mooed, and made jokes and all that
I miss your wit and charm
And being in your arms
You always told me you'd hold me through the storms
And the nights I spent afraid your love kept me warm
But you're not here anymore
And my pieces have fallen on the floor
I feel like I died with you
I know I sure wanted to
If I could have you back even for a minute
I would so cherish it
But I know it can't be
But that does little to comfort me
I want to shout out that you lied,
For each and every tear I've cried
Because you left me here all alone
Through no will of your own
But don't you see how much I'm borken
Your love your heart I carry with me like a token
I'm lost and alone wandering in this place
And losing you is the biggest storm I've ever faced

[Warmsoul/Jeanie13]

(((((((((((((((((((((((((( Holly ))))))))))))))))))))))))))

I keep you in my prayers. He is with you, always will be.

Warmie

[Obayan]

(((( holly )))) love you so much hon.

[Rick751]

Bruce, 2 years today we lost you, I don't think 1 day goes by without thinking about you and your love for everyone. I miss you so much.
Rick

Memories, pressed between the pages of my mind
Memories, sweetened thru the ages just like wine
Quiet thought come floating down
And settle softly to the ground
Like golden autumn leaves around my feet
I touched them and they burst apart with sweet memories.

[hollyann]

((((Rick))))

[St8arrow]

Hello hollyann:

Since I am relatively new to this website, I didn't have the opportunity to react with your fiance. It must be nice to know that so many people on this website are communicating their condolences concerning your heart- wrenching loss. God bless you. I think your fiance would be most proud of you if you tried your best to enjoy your life as much as you possibly can.

Steve or (St8arrow)

[Warmsoul/Jeanie13]

(((((((((((((((((( Holly )))))))))))))))))))

[St8arrow]

Hello Hollyann;:

Since I am relatively new to this website, I didn't have the opportunity to react with your fiance whose nickname was Peep212 and whose real name was Bruce. It must be nice to know that so many people on this website are communicating their condolences concerning your heart- wrenching loss. God bless you. I think your fiance would be most proud of you if you tried your best to enjoy your life as much as you possibly can.

Steve or (St8arrow)

[hollyann]

((((warmie)))))))

St8arrow, he died two years ago today. And yes he was well liked and cared for here. And he cared for the others a great deal here.

thanks