Today ive been having random episodes of being uber down then numb then kinda happy then down again then i started Zoning out, then experiancing loss of time which confused me then i was figitting like theres no tomorrow then i was shaking then it felt like my mind was being pushed out of my body and reality didnt feel real at all then i was rapidly thinking stuff then everything felt like a dream. and its bugging me like no bodies business
well maybe i'll have to wait until i go councelling or doctor or something