If you don't see me...

[crystalgaze]

Hey everyone! I just wanted to let you know I'm feeling a little odd. I don't know what I will do about it yet...

If you don't see me on here for a little bit, I am taking a break. I'll probably still be on here any way, though.

Pardon me if I'm a little slow with my posts. I'm just feeling a little beat/tired/strange right now. Maybe after a nap or something, I'll be okay.

I did break yesterday, so that may have something to do with it. I do feel a little overwhelmed. There's a lot I need to do & don't seem to have the energy to do anything about it/keep up with all of it/do it fast enough.

I have been goin' good, pushing & challenging myself, but I'm fizzling. It's time for me to revive/rejuvenate myself, but I don't quite know how to do it right now... I might make some 'comfort' iced tea/take some of that electrolyte drink that's in the cupboard....

It would've been nice, if I could have had someone I could turn to where I live, but oh well... Sometimes, it would've been nice to have someone who would not mind taking care of me for a little bit (e.g. They wouldn't mind making me some tea & I think for me to be saying this shows how disturbingly low of a place I'm in at the moment.)

Well... I will do my best....

[xn728]

hey c rest a while people will be here when your ready ,stay well ,see you soon xn728 ,,,ken ,maybe im lost ,but dont need finding ,,,,,easy now

[crystalgaze]

Ken, are you okay? Did something happen? Your words are making me wonder...

[xn728]

hey crystal thanks for the pm i have replyed ,i put a little down here anyway ,had hell of a day today fighting inside myself ,anger ,crying
self destruct ,i was just laying a path down just in case ,didnt want to upset anyone sorry xn728 ken

[crystalgaze]

(((((Ken)))) Okay. I was just checking. I'm feeling just a little better, but I'll just keep monitoring myself....

We will make it.

[blueisgreen]

I hope you are both feeling better soon.
Crystal, are you really in the Virgin Islands?
Can you go for a walk on the beach?
If I was near I would make you some tea.

[crystalgaze]

A walk on the beach might not be such a bad idea.... Why didn't I think of that?! Wow! I think I might have been here too long that I pretty much almost forgot all about the beach....

(I need to be an outdoors person more & go grab a decent bathing suit.... Hhmm.... I don't remember the last time I wore one.... Oh my!)

& Blue, yes I really am in the US Virgin Islands. I was born there & lived there for most of my life. ~whisper~ I love that I don't have to wear winter clothes.... Oh, those clunky down coats...

& ((((((blueisgreen))))) Thanks for the gesture. T.T It made my day. Thank you!

Edit: I have a sore throat now, so I guess that explains why I wasn't feeling so great.... Well, I'm off to make that tea....

[Mich]

I would certainly make you a cup of tea and care for you if I was there. I hope that cup of tea soothed you and that today finds you feeling a bit better. Oh, the winter coats are being dragged out here now. I am so envious of you never having to don one at all. It must be heaven.

[crystalgaze]

I made the tea.... I am a better, I think.... No more signs of a cold! Hooray!!!

HHmm... I'm still a little low, but I'm managing, so I am glad for that....


Edit: I am glad I stuck around & fought through what was happening.

Oh yes! & Mich, thank you for your post! It makes my day as well.

[crystalgaze]

I don't like posting back to back.... Well... I forgot where I posted about something....

I believe I said on here that I was at 1% recently, but I do not remember where I put it..... I might have even said I was at about 80% somewhere.... I'm about 65 60 70% now....

Argh! I just wanted to let every one know I'm feeling a little better. My sore throat seems to have returned, but I was really silly today & don't know if that had any thing to do with it....

Since I was down for a little, I listened to some music that almost always makes me laugh & then I started humming/scatting... (sp?) Whatever it's called, I hit the notes in the music.... so it's like a voice singing the notes....

It's pretty funny.... & I make faces as I do it.... (serious to sinister to Adam's family creepy, innocent, etc.) That's what makes it such a good laugh....

I'm feeling a little hot.... I think I will go check to see if I have a fever.... Argh.... Time for some honey--thyme--green tea or something like that....

I feel chilly & sort of warm at the same time.... Meh....

[lisalou]

hi crystal, take some echinacea a.s.a.p if you feel you're getting a cold (herbal tablets or tincture,try your local healthfood shop although here in england we have it in most mainstream pharmacies as well,is it your lucky day???) zinc and vitamin c are also good

[Mich]

I hope you are not coming down with something.

[crystalgaze]

Me too Mich... I hope I'm not coming down with something.... ~lol~ I'm not going to worry, though.... I'm just going to roll with it & counteract it....

Thanks Lisa! Yes, I have some calendula--echinacea iced tea brewed & in the fridge that I've been drinking.

Thanks for the suggestion! Thank you for all of your good thoughts for me! Thank you!

[crystalgaze]

I have been sort of low lately.... I've been battling it..... It nearly won...


but I'm okay now, I think.... I just wanted to let every one know....

Edit: My sore throat seems to be gone... I think?
I don't have a fever....

Hhmm.... Um... but almost every one in the house coughs uncontrollably during some part of the day!!!

I don't know what's up with that! More goldenseal-thyme tea, I guess.....

[lisalou]

I'm glad you're feeling a bit better,i think it's very easy to get even lower when you're physically ill too. Make sure you have some pampering time and watch a dvd in your PJ's or play some nice music and put on some nice girly lotions and potions and do your nails or give yourself a neck and shoulder massage or something