just venting hate (maay trigger)
Posted: Thu Jan 30, 2014 2:41 am
ok so maybe so this probably isnt going to be very cheery at all and im probably wrong about a lot of it, but i sort of need to do this at the moment. so in no particular order and with little thought put into spelling and grammar.
1. i hate how unjust the world is,
2. i hate that there probably is no god and that evil people sometimes do live good lives and never get punished either in this life or in an after life and likewise good people often lead painful lives.
3. i hate that the internet has shown really how nasty ,spiteful and cowardly a lot of people really are prepared to be when put in an annonymous situation.
4. i hate that i waste so much of my life on the internet and video games and dont get on with anything truely productive.
5. i hate that it seems everyone is just out for money these days and wearing designer clothes and getting the latest gadgets.
6. i hate that usually when im at my most miserable everyone around me seems to be at their happiest.
7 i hate how self important the human race is, always putting ourselves and our desires and our convenience before everything else to the massive detriment of just about every other species on the planet and the planet itself.
8. i hate nearly everything that society has become and honestly i can only see it getting worse
9. i hate the human nature of being completely selfish, that even helping someone out apparently selflessly is only done for the feeling of satisfaction and slight status boost that doing such a thing brings.
10. i hate that money can literely get you anything in this day and age including getting away with murder, rape and paedophilia.
11. i hate that the universe is so staggeringly huge and wel never get to explore it (but i also sort of like that fact as at least we wont be able to mess up any more worlds)
12. i hate that people including myself are such hypocrites
13. i hate how the most mediocre music, films and media are tha mainstream in this day and age. Its as if the powers that be really dont want anything in the world to be good and are deliberately doing all they can to make everything suck.
14. i hate racism especially white supremicists who like to go on and on about white inventions and innovations but fail to notice how white supremicists themselves never invented or achieved anything good ever.
15. i hate how it is mostly the kids who are picked on in school who are the nicest and most intelligent ones.
16. i hate that aspergers and other autism spectrum disorders are thought of as disorders at all because actually its been shown that their brains are more highly tuned.
17. i hate that i used to be a very spiteful little child.
18. i hate that there are frigging people everywhere all with their shoes and their faces all getting into every nook and cranny like termites in wood.
19. i hate advertisements and tv shows that try to make out that everything is just fandabydosy and life is brilliant and all of humanity is singing and dancing together.
20. i hate that there probably is cures for terminal illnesses out there that are being witheld because curing isnt as profitable as long term treatment.
21. i hate that women most likely are attracted to badboys over nice guys forcing any guy who wants to stand a chance to act like more of an asshole and then people wonder why the world is so messed up.
22. i hate war of course. The bush administration even thinking about what they did for oil makes me boil with rage.
23. i hate growing older and knowing that a good deal of my youth was just spent being depressed.
24. i hate that i did experience true happiness once but it was just so fleeting and i screwed it up through my own selfishness and stupidity.
25. i hate being utterly addicted to something i dispise ie the internet.
26. i hate that none of the things i have aspired to be have really come to fruition.
27. i hate that i always end up hating my idols.
28. i hate that i often wish some major calamity would wipe out human existence.
29. i hate optimistic people who really think humanity is going somewhere and the futures so bright and all that when all the evidence points that civilization is about to fly off the rails in a big way unless we suddenly come up with some amazing inventions very quickly.
30. i hate the possibility that we might actually come up with the said inventions and so we can carry on smugly destroying the earth while thinking we are top dog and just inventing our way out of disasters that we really do deserve.
31. i hate how much i hate humans.
32. i hate how much i hate myself.
33. i hate our nervous system, it has caused so much suffering and gets deliberately exploited to cause suffering aka torture.
34. i hate how cruel nature really is. Animals devouring each other alive, parasites eating an animal from the inside out, survival of the fittest and the weak die with nothing and the fit get everything.
35. i hate shallow people dispite being one myself.
36. i hate seeing my loved ones growing old.
37. i hate that i have virtually no friends and acquiring friendship seems like such an impossibly exhausting thing and nobody seems to be bothered anymore anyway.
38. i hate that i was born and i wonder why others insist on bringing others into this world when the odds of achieving anything like happiness are so stacked against you.
39. i hate that i only think of the right and witty thing to say a minute or two after it is too late.
40. i hate disappointing people, i actually do like helping individual people in real life dispite my general dislike of the human species as a whole.
41. i hate the fact that life is so random and just when you think you may have stumbled upon some truth that seems fairly universal and regular then something comes along to entirely swing the idea against you.
42. i hate that a lot of my happiest times where when drunk, i know thats not supposed to be the case right, but it is in my case.
43. i hate certain crappy phrases that people come out with like calling something “pretentious”
because someone put some thought into something or like saying “only boring people need alcohol to have fun” well so what at least wer having fun, using stock phrases with the intention of putting people down doesnt seem very fun loving to me really.
44. i hate corporations in all of their forms, they always suck and always turn out to be evil.
45. i hate govornments for the same reason and they are basically one and the same now anyway.
46. i hate that humans 99% of the time pick on others only when they know they are an easy target and the chances of they themselves getting hurt are minimal.
47. i hate that some apparently “brilliant” minds are so obsessed with atheism and putting down religion in this pre apocalyptic time bubble. Richard dawkins though no doubt highly intelligent has been saying the same things over and over again on religion at debates for as long as iv heard of the man. For some reason he has many thousands of people who worship him and hang on his every word. Meanwhile the ice melts the sea levels rise, the bees die off, the natural disasters increase in intensity and frequency.
48. i feel almost the same way about stephen fry, another very intelligent celebrity with thousands of followers who from what i can tell hasnt done anything that great in 2 decades (he was great as general melchet)
49. i hate how most people even ones who are aware of all the crap going on in the world seem to still have a grip on themselves and are able to function and lead happy productive lives, me i have had my spirit utterly crushed and il never amount to anything because i dont feel like i can in this world.
50. i hate hating, i should stop all the hate.
51. i hate the uk justice system. depending on circumstances murdurers sometimes serve just a few years, sex offenders a few months, and all the while in some of the cushiest prisons in the whole world
1. i hate how unjust the world is,
2. i hate that there probably is no god and that evil people sometimes do live good lives and never get punished either in this life or in an after life and likewise good people often lead painful lives.
3. i hate that the internet has shown really how nasty ,spiteful and cowardly a lot of people really are prepared to be when put in an annonymous situation.
4. i hate that i waste so much of my life on the internet and video games and dont get on with anything truely productive.
5. i hate that it seems everyone is just out for money these days and wearing designer clothes and getting the latest gadgets.
6. i hate that usually when im at my most miserable everyone around me seems to be at their happiest.
7 i hate how self important the human race is, always putting ourselves and our desires and our convenience before everything else to the massive detriment of just about every other species on the planet and the planet itself.
8. i hate nearly everything that society has become and honestly i can only see it getting worse
9. i hate the human nature of being completely selfish, that even helping someone out apparently selflessly is only done for the feeling of satisfaction and slight status boost that doing such a thing brings.
10. i hate that money can literely get you anything in this day and age including getting away with murder, rape and paedophilia.
11. i hate that the universe is so staggeringly huge and wel never get to explore it (but i also sort of like that fact as at least we wont be able to mess up any more worlds)
12. i hate that people including myself are such hypocrites
13. i hate how the most mediocre music, films and media are tha mainstream in this day and age. Its as if the powers that be really dont want anything in the world to be good and are deliberately doing all they can to make everything suck.
14. i hate racism especially white supremicists who like to go on and on about white inventions and innovations but fail to notice how white supremicists themselves never invented or achieved anything good ever.
15. i hate how it is mostly the kids who are picked on in school who are the nicest and most intelligent ones.
16. i hate that aspergers and other autism spectrum disorders are thought of as disorders at all because actually its been shown that their brains are more highly tuned.
17. i hate that i used to be a very spiteful little child.
18. i hate that there are frigging people everywhere all with their shoes and their faces all getting into every nook and cranny like termites in wood.
19. i hate advertisements and tv shows that try to make out that everything is just fandabydosy and life is brilliant and all of humanity is singing and dancing together.
20. i hate that there probably is cures for terminal illnesses out there that are being witheld because curing isnt as profitable as long term treatment.
21. i hate that women most likely are attracted to badboys over nice guys forcing any guy who wants to stand a chance to act like more of an asshole and then people wonder why the world is so messed up.
22. i hate war of course. The bush administration even thinking about what they did for oil makes me boil with rage.
23. i hate growing older and knowing that a good deal of my youth was just spent being depressed.
24. i hate that i did experience true happiness once but it was just so fleeting and i screwed it up through my own selfishness and stupidity.
25. i hate being utterly addicted to something i dispise ie the internet.
26. i hate that none of the things i have aspired to be have really come to fruition.
27. i hate that i always end up hating my idols.
28. i hate that i often wish some major calamity would wipe out human existence.
29. i hate optimistic people who really think humanity is going somewhere and the futures so bright and all that when all the evidence points that civilization is about to fly off the rails in a big way unless we suddenly come up with some amazing inventions very quickly.
30. i hate the possibility that we might actually come up with the said inventions and so we can carry on smugly destroying the earth while thinking we are top dog and just inventing our way out of disasters that we really do deserve.
31. i hate how much i hate humans.
32. i hate how much i hate myself.
33. i hate our nervous system, it has caused so much suffering and gets deliberately exploited to cause suffering aka torture.
34. i hate how cruel nature really is. Animals devouring each other alive, parasites eating an animal from the inside out, survival of the fittest and the weak die with nothing and the fit get everything.
35. i hate shallow people dispite being one myself.
36. i hate seeing my loved ones growing old.
37. i hate that i have virtually no friends and acquiring friendship seems like such an impossibly exhausting thing and nobody seems to be bothered anymore anyway.
38. i hate that i was born and i wonder why others insist on bringing others into this world when the odds of achieving anything like happiness are so stacked against you.
39. i hate that i only think of the right and witty thing to say a minute or two after it is too late.
40. i hate disappointing people, i actually do like helping individual people in real life dispite my general dislike of the human species as a whole.
41. i hate the fact that life is so random and just when you think you may have stumbled upon some truth that seems fairly universal and regular then something comes along to entirely swing the idea against you.
42. i hate that a lot of my happiest times where when drunk, i know thats not supposed to be the case right, but it is in my case.
43. i hate certain crappy phrases that people come out with like calling something “pretentious”
because someone put some thought into something or like saying “only boring people need alcohol to have fun” well so what at least wer having fun, using stock phrases with the intention of putting people down doesnt seem very fun loving to me really.
44. i hate corporations in all of their forms, they always suck and always turn out to be evil.
45. i hate govornments for the same reason and they are basically one and the same now anyway.
46. i hate that humans 99% of the time pick on others only when they know they are an easy target and the chances of they themselves getting hurt are minimal.
47. i hate that some apparently “brilliant” minds are so obsessed with atheism and putting down religion in this pre apocalyptic time bubble. Richard dawkins though no doubt highly intelligent has been saying the same things over and over again on religion at debates for as long as iv heard of the man. For some reason he has many thousands of people who worship him and hang on his every word. Meanwhile the ice melts the sea levels rise, the bees die off, the natural disasters increase in intensity and frequency.
48. i feel almost the same way about stephen fry, another very intelligent celebrity with thousands of followers who from what i can tell hasnt done anything that great in 2 decades (he was great as general melchet)
49. i hate how most people even ones who are aware of all the crap going on in the world seem to still have a grip on themselves and are able to function and lead happy productive lives, me i have had my spirit utterly crushed and il never amount to anything because i dont feel like i can in this world.
50. i hate hating, i should stop all the hate.
51. i hate the uk justice system. depending on circumstances murdurers sometimes serve just a few years, sex offenders a few months, and all the while in some of the cushiest prisons in the whole world