Depression Understood Forums

Right now I'm sitting in my bathroom floor at work. Crying. I found out yesterday that my boyfriend of a year, and best friend, is deploying for four months. Not too bad, right? Well, I'm actually deploying in two months f or even someor six months myself, and his deployment starts the month I come back. That's ten months apart, and now I think he's going to break up with me. I acknowledge that I can live without him, but he's my everything right now. We work together, we practically live together,i cook for him, he is always there for me. And it hurts. This is not my depression as much as me just wanting. Or some advice.