Well it's now Boxing Day and gotta say today hasn't gone off in a good start at all oh lovely! NOT!!
Miscarried the other twin this morning and now feeling like it's all my fault and like I am the one who should be punished here and not just get away with it. What do you all think? Do you agree with me? I am a monster, I should be dead, I shouldn't be allowed to be alive. Why does god hate me do much? What did I ever do to him? Nothing!
I must be the most hated person on this planet
My parents don't care, and that hurts so much.
I just feel so damn alone and so isolated.
I have reached my breaking point,
Getting sick of being in this hospital now too.
I need some love and hugs? Please?
Thank you for listening.