random thoughts: pt. 5

[WabiSabi]

hi everyone,

i feel a bit better after leaving the place, thanks to my most beautiful ghost.

what i miss the most are the ppl i've talked to so far, js a handful of them, but they were genuine and awesome.

its always bittersweet when we lose a bond, even if its for reasons we cant really ignore. sometimes all we can do is try, accept and move forward.

as for me, i am trying to meet new ppl, embrace new experiences. i've stopped overthinking and stopped trying to control things that are simply beyond my control.

i still miss some ppl who are now on the other side of the globe. but in the end, we're all under the same sky, js busy living our own life, making is better each day.

while we were talking back then, i think we were all carrying our own doubts, fears, and insecurities. Mesme/carol, i know it wasnt easy for u to join the rooms, and stay there when all u needed was to leave. may be u were looking for a closure, or may be im' wrong, forgive me if i am. either way, i really hope u r doing well and that u realize u mattered more than u prolly believed, on same platform we all once shared.

life isn't as complicated as we often make it. the moment we stop trying to control everything, and simply focus on what we're meant to do, it becomes a little lighter. it'd feel a lot when we are overwhelmed, in that case, i will js suggest to have patience, and let the dark mist of self doubts pass away. its okay if it takes some time.

last but not the least, you, i think i miss u the most. the moments we shared, still brings a smile to my face when ever i think about them. some moments will always have a special place in my heart, and i m grateful we got to create them.

that's all for now...
hoping everyone's doing well, take care...