rollercoaster

[AbbyrOad41]

It's like a cancer eating away at you.Once you think its gone it bites you in the ass worse each time.
You love yoursel, the real you.
Dreading the next day, hopeing you just dont wake up.
you don't enjoy the things you use to.
All you want to do is sit there in misery.
You feel weighed down, drowning,struggling to resurface.

You get a caffine high.
You want to go go go, nonstop, out of control.
A reminder to me as a trickel of blood runs from my nose.
I snap out of my robot like phaseand back to my hole.

As i bring the razor blade across my wrist.
Relief comes setting in.
Un umbelivible high takes over.

The scars remind me of my past,
And what im going to deal with,
the constent questions from my family.

Is reliving myself of depression worth making my mother cry?[/b]

[aim]

No Abby... don't make your mother cry...

It's a beautiful poem, though. Very creative, touching and sad. Please share some more!