I feel like having a fit....

[crystalgaze]

Alright.... It's official.... It's like what's in the title....

Edit: I think I'm going to pull out my video game console that I packed away a few months ago....

I am in between anger & well, anger.... It's pretty funny because I want to just knock someone the ____ out.... The feeling hasn't been this intense in a while.... I guess that's how I know I'm alive still....

The depression went away earlier. I actually feel normal now (sort of)....

[lisalou]

hi crystal,sorry to hear you're so angry,the last time i was really p***ed off i just let it all out and had a tantrum which i never actually felt free to do as a child. i threw myself on the bed,buried my head in the pillows and kicked my feet with all my strength. felt great! then i put some angry music on,stripped to my underwear (hey,i was crazy,things were going that way...) and jumped up and down on the bed. touching the ceiling was great fun too.

LADIES - IF YOU ARE GOING TO TRY THIS LAST ONE,KEEP YOUR BRA ON OR YOUR BOOBS WILL HURT LIKE HELL,AS I CAN TESTIFY

[crystalgaze]

Lisa....

THANK YOU!!!!!

Now, that made my day!!!! ~rofl~


Edit: "I may be scared for life..." ..... Ken, you rock!

[xn728]

ok listen im gonna be ouick ,and i have my eyes shut ,
i feel this anger too and go out in the shed and well ,just go crazy ,bang my head rip at my hair ,hurts like hell ,but it helps ,and when i look up
three little furry faces looking at me ,after all the shed is there home too
i laughed at the boob thing ,i may be scared for life ,,,,,,,,,later Onika
and lisa xn728 ken

[crystalgaze]

I feel like this a bit today... but I think I am too exhausted to react.... ~lol~

[crystalgaze]

What a morning this was.... I fell asleep with the lamp on, by accident (again). The thing is I never really sleep well with the light on at all.

I heard gunshots early, early, EARLY this morning in the distance (like 2:30am). That really didn't bother me too much, but what annoyed me was that it WOKE ME UP....

The rooster was cockling that early in the morning too...

I took off the lights, checked the door & went back to sleep. My real sleep probably started about 3am. I'm sleeping, okay; ya, I'm feeling good. Then the rooster's cockling is audible again.

I mumble out loud, "Oh please, just let me sleep.... Please?" Well, it keep crowing, which made me get up to throw rocks where I thought they were. I really couldn't tell any thing because I was up on the porch.

It's still crowing.... I go down in the backyard to throw rocks at the tree branches.... I got a few of them to move. A hen was up in the tree. I didn't feel like throwing rocks any more; the cries were just pitiful after a while, so I decided to vitamin water some of the plants.

She stopped & the rooster sort of quieted down after a point. I was still short of sleep, looking like Holy Hades.... It really sucks hard living near the road....

[Monty]

crystal,

You must live in a rural area.

I used to live in a small town (pop. 60) so there was farmland all around us. I can certainly relate to being woken up by animals.

I am not terribly fond of my ex-brother-in-law but I figured that he at least got part of what he deserved. He has been very cruel to my family. Especially my son.

One year my father-in-law decided to get chickens. They let them roam around the yard. The farm was in the middle of nowhere so they just went there they wanted.

I was always so pleased when I would hear, of how his sleep was disrupted by these chickens clucking first thing in the morning, every morning.

They also had a lot of crickets out there.

Aren't I an evil person.