Just a thought on the daily..
Posted: Mon Aug 10, 2020 7:42 pm
The life thats been created the path that was set for everyone the suffering we each endure the happiness that never lasts .
What’s the point where are we going is there even a goal .
So much time spent alone all I want is to hurt so I can feel something .
No glory to those who stand still
No motivation to take a single step
Hate and anger are beginning to consume me .
Peace and love is a dream long forgotten .
Alone with no one watching listening or feeling the pain from others
Selfish we all are even myself
The urge to do better fades with each and every passing seconds .
When will it end what must I do without breaking the taboo .
Just let me out let me go away from what it mean to exist .
I’m done no point no love all pain .
And I’m starting to enjoy it .
Torture me cut me open rip out my nails burn drown electrocute me I want it all cause to me that sounds more pleasurable than a soft bed warm meal or even comfort from someone special .
I want out of life or into real suffering so what will it take .
Just let me die or take me someplace else for the pain that I deserve .
This is a good day for me ..
What’s the point where are we going is there even a goal .
So much time spent alone all I want is to hurt so I can feel something .
No glory to those who stand still
No motivation to take a single step
Hate and anger are beginning to consume me .
Peace and love is a dream long forgotten .
Alone with no one watching listening or feeling the pain from others
Selfish we all are even myself
The urge to do better fades with each and every passing seconds .
When will it end what must I do without breaking the taboo .
Just let me out let me go away from what it mean to exist .
I’m done no point no love all pain .
And I’m starting to enjoy it .
Torture me cut me open rip out my nails burn drown electrocute me I want it all cause to me that sounds more pleasurable than a soft bed warm meal or even comfort from someone special .
I want out of life or into real suffering so what will it take .
Just let me die or take me someplace else for the pain that I deserve .
This is a good day for me ..