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Posted: Thu Apr 26, 2018 2:38 am
Hello, I needed to talk but was unsure where I could talk at so someone knew how I felt. I’m broken, unhappy, more broken. I feel like life revolves around only a few things and we’re programmed to follow those things. You’re suppose to find a soulmate and fall in love but who says that has to be how your life goes. We’re taught that it is suppose to go that way. It sets us up for failure. Why does life suck. I have so many questions and I feel like sometimes nobody is around to hear me. I’m tired of seeing these cookie cutter relationships it’s not a real expectation. Love only happens like fairytales in movies. Obviously I’m broken. I’m 22 and feel like my life is going to end after the person I love told me goodbye. What is wrong with me? I feel hopeless all because of this stupid standard that the human population has created. I have so many emotions running deep right now. I’m going over everything that’s wrong with me knowing it’s not that bad but to me it seems like it’s the worse possible thing. I think I’m so set on making someone else love me so I don’t have to love myself. Let’s face it everyday women wake up and get ready so they look presentable for men. But why? They don’t wake up and get all fancy for us we’re just suppose to love them. When women have a emotional break down they’re hormonal but when men do it “we” just pushed them to their limit. This is not me hating on men or women it’s just how life is seen. I’m tired, I’m numb. Who created these unrealistic expectations. All I want is someone to love me and I’m this day and age I’m asking for to much.