i'm not sure
Posted: Sun Oct 29, 2017 9:18 am
hey guys, it's my first time ever opening myself and talk about my feelings
lately i've been feeling stressed and tired, i can't really deal with things anymore, i mean it's not as bad as many other cases i've known but, it's hard to me...
i've been thinking about suicide alot lately but i can't do it, and it's not because i'm afraid to die, maybe a little, but it's not that
i'm afraid of letting down the people who love me and i guess that's why i'm still here, because i don't want anyone sad about this
i've helped a friend of mine who's in a worse scenario than i am and she considers me as her best friend, and i don't want to leave her and worsen her pain probably making her doing things that i never wanted in the first place
i could say i'm in a healthy family, now, but of course my parents have their fights and all
which is really unpleasant, my mother said that she is done with our situation and everything else, because my father is always wandering at night drinking alcohol to his sorrow, it's sad and it brings me down but i feel like i can't do anything anymore
i just don't know what to do
lately i've been feeling stressed and tired, i can't really deal with things anymore, i mean it's not as bad as many other cases i've known but, it's hard to me...
i've been thinking about suicide alot lately but i can't do it, and it's not because i'm afraid to die, maybe a little, but it's not that
i'm afraid of letting down the people who love me and i guess that's why i'm still here, because i don't want anyone sad about this
i've helped a friend of mine who's in a worse scenario than i am and she considers me as her best friend, and i don't want to leave her and worsen her pain probably making her doing things that i never wanted in the first place
i could say i'm in a healthy family, now, but of course my parents have their fights and all
which is really unpleasant, my mother said that she is done with our situation and everything else, because my father is always wandering at night drinking alcohol to his sorrow, it's sad and it brings me down but i feel like i can't do anything anymore
i just don't know what to do