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Yeah.... Fridays nights are usually hell for me too....

But.... I think things can be better....

What happened, though & are you feeling better?

No, not feeling better, but it's fine, I'm used to it.

Nothing happened, that's the problem.

Another Friday again... & jeez, I WAS LONELY.... What the he**?!

I have been computering/gadgeting for days straight & on end? I haven't done that in a WHILE!!! T.T

Holy molah!

I downloaded Moblin 2.1.... (took a few hours)

--updated my Portable Apps suite on my USB drive....
--copied my slipstreaming original files + HFSlipped ones.... (took a while; slow pen drive....)

--played Legend of Heroes (PSP) Tear of Vermillion which is actually Legend of Heroes IV in the game series.... (so many times throughout the days--leveling up, stealing items for money, playing the raffle minigame to win much needed items...)

--uninstalled "heavy" programs, deleted junk files + defragged my drives
--looked for programs to try out with http://alternativeto.net/
--downloaded + installed programs
--update various definition files for virus + malware programs, did a virus scan, scan disk

& the list probably goes on... I should have been cleaning....

Sounds familiar

Friday.... doesn't seem to be too bad of a day, so far.... I was really tired & slept so hard.... I wanted to get out & do some things today, but it hasn't happened yet... It's going to get busy.... Oh jeez....

I think I will still try though....

Well... It wasn't so bad... I found a beautiful new spot thanks to a former (?) friend....

The sky was beautiful at night--ultra beautiful even... The stars were absolutely gorgeous.... There were no clouds.... The sand was great & the waves were really soothing....

I could have almost fallen asleep out there. Of course, I would have been cold, so NO WAY!!!

It got ruined because the person I went with wanted sex from me. It's not like we know each other well, even though we are classmates. It's not like we went on a date. It's not like he bought me anything. & even if he had, that would not be any reason to give him any anyway.

This isn't the 1st time I had fallen out with him. Many years ago (& gosh it's probably over a decade too....), when we were in school, we fell out when we 1st encountered each other or so.

I guess we will be enemies forever. It's no skin off my back. I kicked butt that night too! I was SO proud of myself for not falling for that crapola & the same drab, recycled lines....

I gave him the rope & he lasso-ed himself up with it very nicely all by his own doing. I won't be going anywhere near him again. (Cross me once & it's over immediately; no more Miss Nice + Lovely....)

Edit: I think what prompted me to swing my sickle was that I was just annoyed with how this guy was trying to treat me--like I was THAT CHEAP. I REFUSE! HMPH!

There are a whole ton of women that would do exactly what he wanted. He didn't have to come bother me with that BULL--but I do know it is all about conquest. If it isn't going to be meaningful to me, I don't want to do it--plain & simple & sex with him would not have been meaningful to me because I wasn't even stimulated.

Bah! I don't feel like submitting. ~shakes fist~ Bring it!

crystalgaze wrote:Friday.... doesn't seem to be too bad of a day, so far.... I was really tired & slept so hard.... I wanted to get out & do some things today, but it hasn't happened yet... It's going to get busy.... Oh jeez....

I think I will still try though....

See, first of all try to think positive like dont blame the days, like friday is not as bad you are thinking like, it will be better if you try to do the things that you like to do and feels very comfortable doing it, like when it comes to doing something good that you wish to do then there can be lot of stuffs, you just need to be positive towards that all the things. Try to meet new people and spend some time with them which will help you alot.


Thanks