My perfect life
Posted: Tue Feb 11, 2014 9:58 pm
Hi, I'm new here.
Everyone I know thinks I have everything "together", but I constantly feel like I am falling apart. I cry myself to sleep every night and wish for sometime in the future when I don't hurt so much. I don't even know what will make me happy anymore. I have a great boyfriend, but he lives far away so I don't get to see him much. Every morning when I get out of bed (after hitting snooze about 10 times) I just can't wait to crawl back in there after work. I went to a therapist last year, but she said I just worry too much and that I was 'cured' after 2 visits. So I even fooled her with my act. Great. Maybe I should move to Hollywood, I seem to be such a great actor. I don't know how to feel better, I just want to feel better.
Everyone I know thinks I have everything "together", but I constantly feel like I am falling apart. I cry myself to sleep every night and wish for sometime in the future when I don't hurt so much. I don't even know what will make me happy anymore. I have a great boyfriend, but he lives far away so I don't get to see him much. Every morning when I get out of bed (after hitting snooze about 10 times) I just can't wait to crawl back in there after work. I went to a therapist last year, but she said I just worry too much and that I was 'cured' after 2 visits. So I even fooled her with my act. Great. Maybe I should move to Hollywood, I seem to be such a great actor. I don't know how to feel better, I just want to feel better.