suffering from Attention defecit disorder

[siadamia]

i think i am suffering from attention deficit disorder.. inattentive type.. when i was very small i lost my sister.. after that i had to leave my birth place .. because my family wants that.. i also left my childhood friend their.. i use to play alone in my childhood.. i talk to myself.. daydreaming was my habit.. when i was seven god gave me another sister.. but there is large gap between us... in my childhood my uncle behave very badly with me and my parents.. when i was in 10 my uncle fought with my father and take all the property.. i was also not good at friendship.. all family problems disturb me a lot.. many people complains that i even cant make an eye contact with others properly.. but i am good at studies.. but only when i get able to concentrate.. my biggest problem is i am unable to concentrate on a topic for more time.. because other things come in my mind.. i want to be a successful person in life.. i want to reach my goals.. but at the same time i am not that competitive.. and determine .. my moods changes very fast and my feelings too.. my classmates are more stronger than me.. but i want to beat them in exams.. but i know this is very difficult.. or impossible.. God please help me..

[fallen]

maybe talking to a school coucellor or an adult you trust might help.
have you spoken to your GP ?
you could just have symtoms of stress and anxiety .
when we put to much pressure on ourselves it can back fire.
keep up the good work at school though.
take care

[siadamia]

No.. i haven't talk to him..
I think i am a big loser..

[fallen]

how are you a loser ?
what you have described is someone who is intelligent , thoughtfull......not a loser.
i think it would be good if you could open up to some one and really talk about how you feel.
why do you feel the way you do ?
life is not a straight road , there are many bends in the road, traffic jams...etc.
you are being way to hard on your self.
know that some one cares.
take care