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Hi folks,

Geez, I feel suicidal on a Friday! Usually on Friday, I feel a little bit better, but not today

My rent is too expensive for me and I can't find someone to take the rest of my contract with my landlord because the rent is way too expensive for the market. When I signed that contract, I was hopeless, it was like it's this rent or no rent at all wich mean no roof over my head...

So until I find someone to take the rest of the contract, I have to cut on food, meds and important stuff like that. I guess I won't be abble to afford to heat the appartment during winter and our winter in Quebec are very very cold.

I cancelled my telephon service and get the minimum Internet service that the contract allowed me until the end of the contract. Then, I'll cancel the Internet too.

That's my life for now, that's what on my mind all the time...

Take care everyone.

Hi karolanne,
I feel for your situation. You may not believe this now, but things will one day improve. Hang in there karol.

Hi 4EverMe,

Thanks for your word.

Yes, I know, things will improve. I try to concentrate on that positive thinking. But when I'm in the present, thinking about everything that is happening, it's hard to believe that things will improve. I have to have faith that things will improve. Faith, isn't something hard to keep during hard moments? But during hard moments, it's exactly when you need it most...

Take care.

Hi karolanne;

Are you doing any reading; and what kinds of things do you read?
Thanks
Frame

Hi Frame,

I used to read a lot. But for now, all my energy goes on work, gym and try to fix my rent issue.

Take care.