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Thank-you for your kind words and good thoughts.
It just seems to be getting harder and harder to hang in there, but I made it through another week, a very tough week, so that says something. My therapise was almost not going to let me leave his office today, he was considering hospitalization for 72 hours, but I promised him I would check in with a family member tonight and he is calling me tomorrow afternoon.
The falling out with my family, especially my kids is the hardest for me to take. With Spring and Easter coming, both signs of new beginnings, all I have gotten is rejection. I am thinking I will take my dog with me for a 3 or 4 day trip to a motel that has an inroom whirlpool, and I'll just try to put everything out of my mind and relax my worries away. Better yet. Drop off my dog at my husband's and go alone, that way I don't have to worry about him whining if I am not in the room and I can go out and get a good meal. Yup. That sounds like the best plan. Just avoid everyone for a couple of days, take a book or two, my music, and get some really good sleep.
Thanks again for caring. Maybe I can find a church on Sunday and go alone. Maybe there I can find comfort and hope, as right now I have no hope.
But hey, thanks for caring. Angel 5

[i][size=18][/size]I am truly exhausted. Fighting with family members, feeling like calling it quits on life all together, trying to decide it we are going to go ahead with the divorce....2nd thoughts are occurring especially for my H who will lose hall of his money to me.
I want to go home, but as a housemate, not a spouse. Can't even talk about it right now as my brain is shutting down from 3 pretty awful days.
Must get some sleep or I'll just keel over.
G'Night All - - - Angel 5[/i]

I'm about at my worst again, I've been going out of my house as little as possible and hurting myself almost daily.

hugs road ratt
hugs angel 5

Relieved.... A little good.... Got a source of stress out of my life!

Okay, but in a little bit of pain.... (Knees, etc....) Managing alright.

(((((((((( Crystal ))))))))))))))))

Hope you have something to help with the pain.

Ask me, next week. LOL

Warmie

Feeling a little low, slightly miserable (overcast weather/hurricanes about in the ocean = SAD type symptoms I guess; also miss my boyfriend/didn't think I'd miss him as much & pondering what to do with that situation & what I CAN do with that situation, just need a hug format, replaying what I witnessed in the near past/things that just didn't quite look right, my life/in general just worries, etc.)

You know.... Too much stuff flying around in my brain & perhaps misfiring (in typical seizure fashion)....

(((((((((((( Crystal ))))))))))))))))))))

Warm hug for you

((((((((((( Warmie )))))))))))))))


Feeling a little bit better.... Trying not to let stuff bother me....


Got out some pent up anger in a nonviolent way, so that's definitely a plus....

This is a great idea crystalglaze

Today I'm feeling pretty good. The sun was out today and I went for a walk with my husband and we talked about work and some ideas for things we want to do.

This is the first page I saw for the How are you feeling? post. This is hilarious thanks for the smile TackingIntoTheWind (( huggle))
Last time the sun shone in South Wales in February it was 1949, and 3,400 people called the police to report a " strange light in the sky. "

Persecuted, frustrated, confused, isolated, and withdrawn.

Anxiety lately.

Feeling worthless

I feel like I have no energy, and I feel like I want to die.