Happy Boxing Day!

[lisalou]

morning everyone, am feeling reasonably ok today, off to my support group in a little while. Now if only I could shift this headache and wake up properly for once! I don't know if it's the amytryptiline but I am permanently exhausted!!!!!

[Mich]

Lisa - your mood sounds wonderful! Plus it sounds like you are really getting out there and living which is just great to hear. Keep it going little sis....you are doing fantastic! It's great to see an example of someone who has pulled out into the light. I wish you continued wellness. *hugs*

[xn728]

HI LISA GOOD to hear you ,hope you wake up soon lisa ,,you sound quite upbeat ,,i hope your day has gone ok ,,ive been at the shop today ,and it has been so boring ,,,,,,hows the weather been down there rained all day here ,,hows mark hope hes good ,,im a little hung over from last night lol
hope your looking forward to a nice evening ,cozy or otherwise ,,enjoy
may hear from you later ,,,hugs ken (((((lisa mark ))))),,,,,,,xxxxx

[lisalou]

my day's turned out quite good. saw a friend at my support group that i haven't seen for a while and we went for lunch together afterwards and then picked up her daughter from school who ran up to me and gave me a huge hug even though I haven't seen her for nearly two years. I was always her Auntie Lisa! went back to their house with them for a bit. having a very cosy evening indeed and have finally warmed up and dried out from today's constant rain!!!!!

[Mich]

Another happy post! Wonderful...you are doing fantastically. What do you think turned things around for you?

[xn728]

(((((lisa ))))) how are you ive missed you so much ,,ive been on a little journey but im home now ,,hope your feeling ok ,,hows mark ,are you
still feeling alright ,,,see you soon my dear freind ,,,hugs ken xxxxxxx

[xn728]

thanks for your support lisa ,,i know youir ok now ,,thanks for the replys
im so glad to see you ,,it hurts so much when im away it really does
,,you sound upbeat ,and thats made me happy keep it up lisa ,,,,,
hope to talk again soon ,,hugs ken xxxx

[lisalou]

Hi everyone....have been kinda ok and yet deep down not ok if you know what I mean. things are still really good between me and mark which is such a good thing but I am still feeling really stressed and anxious in myself and my headaches are getting really severe and are almost constant. My IBS is really bad too,i'm just in so much pain all the time and it's really wearing me down. no matter how much i sleep I am still always exhausted and i feel myself starting to feel really sad and shy and low again underneath it all. Money worries are a big thing and so is Mark's redundancy. I am meeting up with my mum on saturday who i haven't seen for ages and I have a LOT of issues with her.

I am managing to keep on top of things but it's so hard. I had a big cry at my support group on friday. I keep trying to reassure myself that everything will be ok but there's still so much depression and worry niggling away in the background

Mark is directing a play in May and has started work on it which is already taking up a lot of his time and mental focus and I guess there's a selfish and insecure part of me that feels like it's taking him away from me and our relationship a lot. He is involving me in it quite a bit though so i suppose I shouldn't worry. I went along to help when he was holding his auditions and it was actually really fun!!!

Hope everyone is ok,sorry i'm not around so much anymore, combination of being tired, busy,and finding it hard to concentrate

Lisa xx

[xn728]

the ibs is terrible isnt it lisa ive been having a bad time to ,,sress makes it even worse ,,i wont go into details hey lisa ,,we know what its like ,dont make your self bad worrying about money ,,it will all be worked out ,,a few hard bits here and there but you will both weather this storm well ,,
your very strong lisa ,,so stay with it ,,,have a cry lisa at your groups
let it go ,,my girl ,,,ok lisa im tired to now ,,goodnight lisa and mark
take tommorrow and tell it ,you belong to me ,,hugs (((lisa mark )))ken xxxxxx

[Mich]

Lisa - it sounds as if you are in terrible pain. I am so sorry. I wish I could ease your suffering. Do you take anything for the pain? I know about your IBS....but have you had the headaches assessed by a doctor? They are not related to IBS are they? I think I am very lucky to not suffer from migraines. I have a form of arthritis though that has been in remission for a long time. I used to suffer terrible pain with that so understand what it's like to experience chronic pain. It is so frustrating for me to sit here knowing that I cannot do anything for you.
I am glad that things between you and Mark are going well. Being at the auditions sounds like fun. Did you help him pick the cast?
I hope you start to feel better soon. Take good care, Mich.

[xn728]

hi lisa im just calling in to say hi ,,how you feeling today ,,a little better than yesterday i do hope ,,take it easy lisa ,,if you dont feel like posting ,,we,ll be here when your ready ,,take care lisa flower ,,talk to you again tommorrow ,,hugs (((((lisa ,mark ))))) sleep well lisa ,,,xxxxx

[Mich]

Good Morning Lisa - I hope your pain has eased this morning. *hugs*

[xn728]

hey lisa how you feeling ,,today may have been better for you i do hope so ,looks like you /me may get some more snow tommorrow mmmm
wont that be fun ,,,hows mark ,,,ok i hope ,ive not done much today ,
been very bored really ,,,,must go now lisa ,,stay safe lisa ,,,hugs ken
regards to mark xxxx

[xn728]

(((((LISA ))))) IHOPE YOUR DAY IS OK i know you may not answer for a while ,so im just letting you know your in my thoughts ,,,,ok hows mark is he alright ,,,i hope your looking forward to the gig ,i know its a while away yet ,,but its nice when theres something on the horizon to look forward to ,,i think im looking forward to hearing about it also ,so theres something for me to focus on to ,,,,,,,still havent looked into that punk night i will do it when i feel better ,,,see you soon lisa ,,hugs love ken xxxxx

[xn728]

hello lisa ,,i,know you were a bit down at the weekend hows it going are you any better ,,is mark ok ,,lookng after you well i hope ,,,rest lisa ,if you can ,,come back home soon hugs ken (((((lisa))))),,,x