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Hows mich feeling today ,,,better i really do hope ,,i wonder what the weather has been like today for you ,,its been sunny here mich ,,i found some souvenneir badges form cananda,,,yesterday in the shop ,,they made me think of you ,,,hope the familys ok mich ,,,just take care mich ,,the candles will be lit soon ,,thinking of you stay safe ,,hugs (((((mich))))),,,lots of love ken xxx

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hi mich ,,lisa has posted today ,,you will see it soon ,,,,take care mich the candles are burning ,keep going mich ,,,hugs ((((((((((mich)))))))))),,,
goodnight my dear freind ,,take care ,,lots of love ken xxx

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hi (((((mich )))))),,,really hope your ok ,,and perhaps maybe having a bit better day ,,,im just saying hello to let you know that im thinking of you ,,be safe my dear freind ,,,and we,ll talk soon ,,hugs (((((mich))))
lots of love ken xxx

[Mich]

With each passing day of very few calories, the depression gets a bit worse. I know this and expect this but it does not make it any easier to handle. When I am spiralling out of control with anorexia, everything seems overwhelming...noise, light, kids chatter, getting simple things done. I long to retreat to the hospital where there are no expectations for me to be a mother, be a wife. I can just be.
My psychiatrist is away this week so I will be without therapy. I am thinking this might be for the good....that I really do need a bit of a break from it.
I just want to crawl into a hole, a dark hole, and never emerge. I want my life to be gone. I just need to suffer alone.

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ok mich i understand ,,ive said all i can ,,sorry i couldent be more supportive for you , ,i to have had enough and i dont feel like i belong anymore ,,hugs ken ,,take care (((mich))),,,