The Need to Ease Incessant Loneliness

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I have basically no one to talk to. I do not have a good relationship with my sister nor my father. My mom is the only person I talk to but of course that is limited on many fronts. When I'm at home I find myself needing to listen to podcasts 24/7. Mostly comedy podcasts, which is strange because I don't even laugh at things anymore. I'm starting to get annoyed by this fact because I am beginning to realize that its just a substitute for talking to real people. I guess annoyed isn't the right word. I am indifferent about it. As I am most things. Depression is awesome haha. How do you guys deal with loneliness