more than the facts...feelings....???
Posted: Fri Jul 21, 2006 7:38 pm
Posted: Fri Jun 16, 2006 10:29 am
Hi.
I'm Katie and I'm 36, and have Recurrent Depression and PTSD, I also dissociate, though I'd rather not, as its not just helpful any more, as it was when I was a child and teenager.
What troubles me the most is agoraphobia, paranoia and the fear of breaking down. I had a breakdown last Autumn, which resulted in me being refered to the psychiatrist, and being put on remeron, while slowly coming off efexor. I am now efexor free as of a couple of months. Just on remeron, and propranolol prn for anxiety and panic attacks....
I have been in therapy the past 4 years and counting with my current therapist, she is really good, patient, insightful, caring....compassionate....something I'm doing my best to learn for myself....not being so self critical and down on myself.
I am 9 months self harm free. I live in the UK. (London)
This is the first site I've found that combines depression and anxiety, much needed, imo....
I forgot the feelings....
sorrow
aloneness
fear
terror
aching
frozen
falling
screaming inside....
Hi.
I'm Katie and I'm 36, and have Recurrent Depression and PTSD, I also dissociate, though I'd rather not, as its not just helpful any more, as it was when I was a child and teenager.
What troubles me the most is agoraphobia, paranoia and the fear of breaking down. I had a breakdown last Autumn, which resulted in me being refered to the psychiatrist, and being put on remeron, while slowly coming off efexor. I am now efexor free as of a couple of months. Just on remeron, and propranolol prn for anxiety and panic attacks....
I have been in therapy the past 4 years and counting with my current therapist, she is really good, patient, insightful, caring....compassionate....something I'm doing my best to learn for myself....not being so self critical and down on myself.
I am 9 months self harm free. I live in the UK. (London)
This is the first site I've found that combines depression and anxiety, much needed, imo....
I forgot the feelings....
sorrow
aloneness
fear
terror
aching
frozen
falling
screaming inside....