My story
Posted: Fri Dec 19, 2014 7:38 am
When I read some of the sad stories on here, I feel so ashamed about my story... I hurt someone when I was a child and I still struggle to forgive myself for that. To compound that problem, I was raised to never ever share my thoughts or any negative emotions and to always keep the sunny side up.
These two things (guilt and never talking about it) caused me to live in a bubble until a few years ago. I went for hypnosis and she managed to break down the bubble around me and I could open up. Now that I can open up, it feels that no one is ever interested in my thoughts! I realise that I have a lot to learn about healthy communication.
I got married four years ago to a lovely man, but my issues led us to a divorce. I was hoping it would be over before Christmas, but no go. So, I am almost 40, jobless, going through a divorce and feels that there is no one to talk to. I am going a li'l crazy over here
I have the unhealthy habit of uncontrollable daydreams and sometimes I am so scared that I will act on it (eg jumping in front of a truck, or have a orgy). Perhaps if I can put a bright light on these daydreams, it will go away or get less - you know, walk in the light!
Thank you for reading all this....
See you round!
These two things (guilt and never talking about it) caused me to live in a bubble until a few years ago. I went for hypnosis and she managed to break down the bubble around me and I could open up. Now that I can open up, it feels that no one is ever interested in my thoughts! I realise that I have a lot to learn about healthy communication.
I got married four years ago to a lovely man, but my issues led us to a divorce. I was hoping it would be over before Christmas, but no go. So, I am almost 40, jobless, going through a divorce and feels that there is no one to talk to. I am going a li'l crazy over here
I have the unhealthy habit of uncontrollable daydreams and sometimes I am so scared that I will act on it (eg jumping in front of a truck, or have a orgy). Perhaps if I can put a bright light on these daydreams, it will go away or get less - you know, walk in the light!
Thank you for reading all this....
See you round!