These two things (guilt and never talking about it) caused me to live in a bubble until a few years ago. I went for hypnosis and she managed to break down the bubble around me and I could open up. Now that I can open up, it feels that no one is ever interested in my thoughts! I realise that I have a lot to learn about healthy communication.
I got married four years ago to a lovely man, but my issues led us to a divorce. I was hoping it would be over before Christmas, but no go. So, I am almost 40, jobless, going through a divorce and feels that there is no one to talk to. I am going a li'l crazy over here
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I have the unhealthy habit of uncontrollable daydreams and sometimes I am so scared that I will act on it (eg jumping in front of a truck, or have a orgy). Perhaps if I can put a bright light on these daydreams, it will go away or get less - you know, walk in the light!
Thank you for reading all this....
See you round!