Hello From Oregon

[MallSong]

Hi. I'm 16 and sort of miserable. It's weird though because during some episodes for a couple of days at a time I actually notice it in a painful sort of way but other times, like right now, I am completely ok with it. I might even consider myself happy as of right now (although I guess that isn't saying much), but that could change by tomorrow, or the next day, or the day after that. I thought that joining this forum could get me at least a ghost of a friendship but if I get no replies i'll be just fine with that as well. I have interests but I don't have hobbies. I am enthusiastic about all sorts of things like culture, languages, art, music, etc but I have no one to bounce these curiosities off of so they sort of flounder about and lie in my mind without blossoming into true activity. I haven't talked to someone in months and months so sorry if I sound stiff or overly formal. I have a sense of humor. At least I hope I still do.

Hope to hear someone say something.