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Thoughts in my head stain my vision
I feel as I am locked in a mental prison
No one can hear my thoughts
No one can see my mind
It's just me and my consciousness combined

My mind was strong and saw no fear
Now I see fear like it was always here
No where to go no where to stay
No matter where I go I feel I'm astray
Many times I make a prayer
Hoping someone's listening
I glance to the stars at night that are glistening

Dear creator of life
Why me I ask
I'm a good man and so is my path
Give back to me what I once had
Without it I'm lost and so sad

These words are my pain
That drive me insane
In need to release my tears
Like clouds and rain

Strong enough to admit that these are my feelings
Trying to start the painful process of my healing
Wish I could go back before the attack
It changed my life and that's a fact

I will end these words with hopes I feel better
This release may help me get through grey weather

Created by Jordan Farrell
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I just wanted to share i would if you wanna message me go ahead

Welcome to this forum, Andreas. Nice to meet you.
You’ve shared so openly about your struggles through this poem. I know how difficult and frustrating it must be for you. Please know that you can always come here to share, and I’m sure you’ll find a lot of help and support. It does give so much relief when we share with good listeners. Are you getting help for your depression? Looking forward to hear more from you. Have a blessed stay!

Loved the creative way you expressed your pain through poetry. I'm a musician and have experienced my share of pain, fear and anxiety. Keep praying, God is listening. I've found my hope and healing through prayer and Christian counseling. Let me know if I can help with referrals. Love and Blessings