Hi

[Gingerbreadman]

43 y/o male divorced father 2 living alone recently dumped by 2 yr girlfriend. dysthymia to severe depression back and forth for 20 years now. Fired from professional accounting job 6 times and had 5 relationships leave me due to my depressive in the dumps monotone existence. despite the fact of being told I'm athletically fit, handsome and outright amazing in bed. Severe depression at the moment. Like 71 on the scale where 56 and up is severe.....And yes, suicidal. Very brutal relentless unforgiving internal voice. But have a rare feel good feeling that there is a forum here to discuss with others who are suffering as well. It is human instinct to get energy from helping others so lets go, discuss and support one another. Cheers