Where do I go from here?
Posted: Fri May 16, 2014 7:50 pm
I am so tired of hurting, of being depressed, of second guessing everything and everyone I no. I'm stronger than this, so why cant I get passed it. Let me explain. I m a 44 year old women. I've been married to the same man for last 25 years. I would have said we had a really good marriage, 3 wonderful children. I had no complaints. Then I was forced to deal with one of the hardest things in my life. I'm not going lie, I was sentenced to do 8 weekends in jail for out standing tickets from years ago. I never been in jail, was so overwhelmed I was terrified. But that was nothing compared to how I felt when I found out while I was locked up my husband, again of 25 years was sleeping with my very best friend of 10 years. I was so devastated. I havehave no family left. They were pretty much all I had left. How do I deal with this? Will I ever get past this? I now have no trust in any one under any circumstance. Please help!