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Hey you all!
Without mentionioning anything in too much detail, I believe everyone has the right to defend themselves--using deadly force when necessary, you know? I'm depressed, (atop the mountain of what I'm personally dealing with) but it depresses me more that someone can suddenly be forced to defend one's self, resulting in the unfortunate death of another...AND suddenly you're hated by the majority. And people follow like blind sheep...Disgusts me! WHY?? It could've been myself or a loved one in that situation. Using self defense... Then, all of the sudden, you've gotta frickin spot light on your face!! SO wrong! Yeah--IM PISSED!

Hi 4EverMe,
Yeah people just go with the majority, at a certain point facts don't seem to matter to them, it is unfortunate. Sometimes I think ignorance IS the majority. Try not to let it piss you off too much though.

Hey Wally,
Good to hear from you!! And I know ALL the time that people are messed up,.but you're right. Just don't think of them until you face their lyin a**es in court! I know that you're tryin to be nice. It's just that in this particular situation, I don't have the option of simply ignoring. Oh my God. Some people, I WANT to hate!! But as a christian, I can'!. Dang it all to hell! It's not YOUR fault. Am just so angry!

What's up? And are you up?

4EverMe,
First off good morning. Knowing you have to face someone who's a selfish liar in court was scary for me. I had to do it back in May, I remember the days leading up to court, it was all I could think about. I was terrified but I also had this strong desire to destroy the person who had tormented me for so long. Idk how but I remained strong in court and it turned out well for me, I'll pray it does for you too! Ugh, I so remember it, you can vent to me if you want, I remember the people around me were so sick of hearing me talk about court, but yeah it was only a couple months ago for me.

Don't forget to breath through your nose 4Everme. It helps keep me from bursting out in a tirade. Yes I sometimes loose control.

I'm so glad you have someone like Wally to share first hand experience with.

Thankyou all for the support! I'm gonna need ALL the support I can get! Yes, I will be venting, but I'll try to recall breathing through my nose Frame--haha maybe fire will come out. Maybe I'll be snortin like a one of those poorly harassed bulls in Spain. (So pitiful, their plight, by the way) My God.

Wow, so you understand some of this court dilema Wally. Thanks for sharing. It's hard for others to understand, unless thy're going through it.I'm more worried about going off my meds cold turkey! It would be TERRIBLE!