:( A dead soul doesn't know how to live

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brackenbury
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:( A dead soul doesn't know how to live

Postby brackenbury » Sat May 03, 2008 9:13 pm

You know, I just found this site, I read a few topics, I just about cried. I'm about to cry as I'm typing now. I hate my depression, and anxietys. Although now for the past 3 days all I can think about is killing myself, I have a case with Human Rights Tribunal against my employer for harassment/discrimination, they responded saying I'm lying that I was never harassed, or discriminated, but rather Im doing it to get money from the company. I go to work everyday, I want to cry, I cry most days at work. I look for other employment I get no interviews, I'm trying to contact my family again, I have been estranged for three years now. I'm trying to deal with child abuse I went through as a kid. I'm trying to keep myself alive to the basic point, but everything is so hard. :( *Crys* I just want to end it right now. I have no friends, no family, ppl call me names, say I'm Psycho, ask me if I'm going to kill them, laugh at me. I don't know what to do anymore. I just really want to die, suicide, I have been at total peace with for a year now, I really beleive it's how I will die. :( :( I hate myself more everyday as I take Dexedrine for ADHD (21 years now taking it, and I'm only 24), I hate the Anti-Anxiety, and the Anti-Psychotics, it's unbareable.

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Postby Emotional_77 » Sun May 04, 2008 12:08 pm

you come to the right site :). You now have friends here. Talk to me whenever you need to.. *hugs you*

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Glad your here

Postby Fupduck » Fri May 09, 2008 8:06 am

Hi Brackenbury,I too was a abuse victim,so I can relate there.Please know that you are welcomed here,to talk anytime. You too are a good listener,and I have seen you helping others,while your hands are already full.We are fortunate to have you here,and we all will try our hardest to help you ,when in need.Again Thanks, fupduck

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Postby Warmsoul/Jeanie13 » Sun Jun 08, 2008 11:47 am

(((((((((((((((( brackenbury )))))))))))))))))

Hoping this finds you with calmer thoughts and perhaps a new job or chances of one. Child abuse is hell, not only as a child but the recall as an adult. Wish I could say it gets easier, sometimes or days it is.

Just wanted to send a hug to you, letting you know we are here and have a fantastic chat room for even more support.

Take care

Warmie 8)


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