Me.
I've been bullied since Kindergarten. I was the weird kid. I was always the weird kid. But no one wanted to get to know me, and I was one of the friendliest people you will ever meet.
Middle was the worst. My dad was a verbually abusive alcoholic. People hated me, and I was the new kid. During high school, I developed depression and self hate. A really deep deep self hate.
I've been dealing with this for a long time. It's been hard, with being someone with self hate and a Christian at the same time. I also have an anxiety disorder and maybe social phobia as well, even though I love meeting people.
So I dunno if this is too much info here or not :/ But I love to get to know and be friends with people. I am glad I found this site. I'm not dealing so well now, and I wanted to commit suicide last night. The first time in a year. I'm really friendly and its great to meet ya'll
Sorry again if this is too much info here :/
