New here, but so depressed will try anything.

[expectingamiraclenow]

Hi there, I'm a single mother of 3 and am very depressed. I feel very alone and thought this might help. Today I decided that I will fast until I feel I have found a solution to my many problems. I have the usual, financial and family. (my mother is constantly putting me down) (we have to live with her because I've been unable to support my own) Well, I have to clean the house up which will take all day. My main hobby is cleaning. I try to do what I can around here but as we all know it will never be enough. My mother calls me a loser and the B word. So depressed!!!

[Mich]

Hi - I left a comment on your other thread so won't duplicate words here. You will find friends here. You are not alone.

[Peep212]

expecting, what yor mom is going is called 'throwing daggers', a term that means you ar being cut with words a little more each time, until the cuts go so deep that you can't see the truth of it. it's also called emotional abuse. i should know, as i used to be that kind of person befor i got help, and decided to chnge. in your situation, i would highly reccomend a women's shelter where you can feel safe, and not have your kids subjected to the abuse your mom is giving you. the chilren you have don't need to be exposed to this, and have that knd of abuse imprinted on them. you are safe here, and no one will put you down. hugs, and welcome home