A LONG DAY ,GOODNIGHT ,FEEL WELL T,MORROW
Posted: Sat Oct 31, 2009 3:54 pm
hello my many freinds ,its seems to have been a long day today ,i felt a little down but ,ive kept busy
still feeling that little happy thing .nothing massive but its there ,the visitor has not hassled me for
2or 3 days ,shelley is doing ok ,shes going to see that jacko film tommorrow night with her big sis ,mich
seems to be having a bad time ,and lisa a little ,they,ll be ok ,the posts will cheer them up ,you know i
looked on the forum today ,and i was embarresed ,all i could see was xn728 everywere, i hope im not becoming
overbearing ,no really i can clak on on a bit ,if i start to get boring ,please tell me ,even when your not
here i can talk ,and it does me good ,i read a lot on here to ,i dont just put my stuff on and go,its good
to learn the problems others have ,and how they deal with them,i dont have anyone out here who i can talk to
my choice,i cant tell my wife and to girls about the things i see and feel ,they do know i suffer ,but they only
see the censored version ,i remember when i first came on ,here i had been on 4 forums previosly and as soon as i
let the heavy stuff out ,i was just shouted down ,this was my last shot ,the replys i got were really welcoming
and ive always been happy here ,thats why i write how i do ,i know exactly how that pain and loneliness feels
so when people reach out ,i try to welcome them ,and make them feel at home ,im frightened it will all be taken from
me ,i fret all the time ,something will happen and it wont be there ,this is a big part of my life now ,
it gives me something to think about ,an interest as much as a life line .
oh no im claking arent i ,,,,lol,,i,ll say goodnight and hope you all feel ok ,and those who suffer badly just now
ill wish for to feel better soon ,crystalgaze is absent to i hope your ok crytsal feel better soon ,we are such
good freinds all of us ,and i hope someday we will find some peace ,maybe not apsolute ,but an improvement ,im
happy now with my little bit of happy ,more than ive had for a while ,i enjoyed my little bit of halloween
and the ferrets did to ,it may rain tommorrow ,i hope so ,when it rains it carrys the souls down to earth so
they can see and feel the things they miss,So all my freinds ,crytalgaze,aim,monty,mich, aurelia,lisa,shatteredhopes,
and warmie girl ,if i can carry your pain so you may rest ,then i will ,,,,,goodnight everyone ,,,,ken xn728
still feeling that little happy thing .nothing massive but its there ,the visitor has not hassled me for
2or 3 days ,shelley is doing ok ,shes going to see that jacko film tommorrow night with her big sis ,mich
seems to be having a bad time ,and lisa a little ,they,ll be ok ,the posts will cheer them up ,you know i
looked on the forum today ,and i was embarresed ,all i could see was xn728 everywere, i hope im not becoming
overbearing ,no really i can clak on on a bit ,if i start to get boring ,please tell me ,even when your not
here i can talk ,and it does me good ,i read a lot on here to ,i dont just put my stuff on and go,its good
to learn the problems others have ,and how they deal with them,i dont have anyone out here who i can talk to
my choice,i cant tell my wife and to girls about the things i see and feel ,they do know i suffer ,but they only
see the censored version ,i remember when i first came on ,here i had been on 4 forums previosly and as soon as i
let the heavy stuff out ,i was just shouted down ,this was my last shot ,the replys i got were really welcoming
and ive always been happy here ,thats why i write how i do ,i know exactly how that pain and loneliness feels
so when people reach out ,i try to welcome them ,and make them feel at home ,im frightened it will all be taken from
me ,i fret all the time ,something will happen and it wont be there ,this is a big part of my life now ,
it gives me something to think about ,an interest as much as a life line .
oh no im claking arent i ,,,,lol,,i,ll say goodnight and hope you all feel ok ,and those who suffer badly just now
ill wish for to feel better soon ,crystalgaze is absent to i hope your ok crytsal feel better soon ,we are such
good freinds all of us ,and i hope someday we will find some peace ,maybe not apsolute ,but an improvement ,im
happy now with my little bit of happy ,more than ive had for a while ,i enjoyed my little bit of halloween
and the ferrets did to ,it may rain tommorrow ,i hope so ,when it rains it carrys the souls down to earth so
they can see and feel the things they miss,So all my freinds ,crytalgaze,aim,monty,mich, aurelia,lisa,shatteredhopes,
and warmie girl ,if i can carry your pain so you may rest ,then i will ,,,,,goodnight everyone ,,,,ken xn728