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the world through my mind ,and goodnight once more

Posted: Fri Oct 23, 2009 2:33 pm
by xn728
CRYSTALGAZE / ONIKA. I SAW YOU OPEN THE BACK DOOR AND STEP ON TO A LOW WOODEN PORCH ,
A SMALL ROW OF STEPS LEAD INTO A CLEARING IN THE TREES .
YOURSELF AND THE DEER SHARED A GLANCE AND THEN IT WAS GONE .STRONG AND WILLING TO PUT OTHERS BEFORE YOURSELF ,


WARMSOUL /JEANIE I SEE YOU ALONE IN THAT SMALL DIMLY LIT ROOM AT YOUR DESK IN A CORNER .
ALONE BUT COMFORTABLE THERE .IN PASSING I SHOUT ,HEY THERE GIRL AND I SEE YOU SMILE EVEN NOW .



AIM /AMY BLOWS IN ON THE WIND SPINNING AROUND EVERYONE, CATCHING UP ON THE POSTS STRONG AND POSITIVE .


AURELIA 5 /A5 WERE ARE YOU A5 I SEE YOU ALONE AND LONELY ,THINKING MAYBE YOUVE BEEN FORGOTTEN NOW .
I FEEL YOU HAVE LOOKED IN THE WINDOW HERE ,BUT NOT COME IN THE DOOR ,CAN YOU REMEMBER WHEN I WENT AWAY ,
HOW EMPTY YOU FELT ,I FEEL LIKE THAT NOW ,THERES A SPACE WERE YOU BELONG ,COME HOME AND SIT BY THE FIRE
EVERYONE MISSES YOU SO MUCH .


MONTY TIRED FROM THE WEDDING RESTS POPS IN NOW AND AGAIN BUT FEELS WEAK .YOU FELT SO MUCH PRESSURE DIDNT YOU
BUT YOU WERE SUPERB ,REST MONTY BUT COME HOME SOON A PLACE BY THE FIRE AWAITS YOU TO .


MICH AND LISALOU /LISA ,MY ONLY PICTURE IS SO SAD ,2 YOUNG WOMEN LAID ALONE IN THERE ROOMS WAITING FOR
SOMETHING TO HAPPEN THE HOPE THAT THE PAIN WILL LIFT AND THEY CAN SEE SOME LIGHT AHEAD .
I SPEND SO MUCH TIME MYSELF ,I SUPPOSE I JUST GET USED TO IT IM SURE YOUR PAIN WILL IMPROVE SOON AND THINGS
WONT LOOK AS BAD ,YOU FOUND THIS PLACE AS I DID FORTUNATLY FOR YOU IT WAS HERE WHILE YOUR STILL YOUNG ,
A BETTER OUTLOOK FOR BOTH OF YOU ,YOU KNOW YOUR PART OF THAT CIRCLE THE GLOW OF THE FIRE WILL SOOTH YOUR PAIN


AND FRAN WHO YOU KNOW NOTHING ABOUT ,JUST 9 MNTH YOUNGER THAN MYSELF ,THE ANGEL THAT SAVED ME FROM DEATH .
SHE HAS ALL SHE WANTS IN ME ,SHE KNOWS IM BROKEN ,BUT KNOWS SHES SAFE IN MY ARMS .
HAPPY WITH EVERTHING I HAVE PROVIDED FOR HER ,NEVER HARSH WORDS WE SHARE ,TWO PEOPLE IN PERFECT HARMONY
AND WHEN I LOOK AT HER ,SHE JUST CAN,T HELP LAUGHING ,,,

AND THE FORUM /A VAST NEVER ENDING CORRIDOR WITH ,PAIN AND LOVE AND MESSAGES OF HOPE ,FREE WITHOUT BARRIERS
KNOW ONE FROM THE WORLD WERE HAPPINESS EXISTS COULD EVER GRASP HOW SPECIAL THIS PLACE IS
goodnight my freinds all those miles away today has been not to bad for me ,i fear the weekend i find them really hard ,while i listen to my music tonight i will think positive and try to make your day better too,,,,XN728 KEN

Posted: Fri Oct 23, 2009 3:12 pm
by crystalgaze
Hi there Ken....

Thanks for thinking of me & all of us....

I think I feel okay now.... There's been lots of highs & lows in just a few hours, but I think it's ended.....

Thank you for being there. ^_^

I miss Monty & aim & A5, too!


Edit: I guess we're holding down the fort!

thats good news

Posted: Fri Oct 23, 2009 3:23 pm
by xn728
hey ONIKA glad your feeling a little better ,you a good strong soul ,very wise for your years ,these are the things i think as i go through the day
its as though i record them and when the day is done ,post them ,
im gonna turn in now ONIKA ,been a long day ,im listening to david bowie cd just now ,its gonna rain here tommorrow ,i will enjoy that ,i think it about 3pm with you now ,strange all those miles hey ,be safe now Onika
i cant hold the fort alone ,,,,,,goodnight KEN xn728 :wink: