a little joy i had forgot

[xn728]

it,s halloween soon ,and i love it ,bought my pumkin today ,ready for the end of october, and the dark nights i like so much ,i love carving jackolanterns ,yes 51 years old ,kids grown up ,and i got a pumkin and i dont care , £1.50 and it makes me smile xn728 ken

[Mich]

I think it is wonderful that this makes you smile!

[crystalgaze]

I am glad there is something you like. Have fun with your pumpkin.

Just have fun overall.... You deserve it....

Yay!

[lisalou]

now this made me smile even on this,my darkest of days. I think your pumpkin sounds fantastic ken. maybe you should even make a whole family of them and carve them into different characters for all to see!!!! you could have the most amazing windowsill in yorkshire! (p.s what do you do with the pumpkin's insides? and have you seen the film The nightmare before christmas,you'd love it,it's set in Halloween Town...)

[xn728]

hey you guys ,glad it cheered you all up ,ive done this every year,since our first born ,i love all hallows eve ,i,ll post when i carved it later in the mnth ,i really go to town on the face ,it has to be devilish of course, i dont eat the insides sometimes we plant the seeds next summer ,i suppose we can all look forward to halloween now ,when its over we save the jackolantern and sit it on the bonfire on bonfire night ,i love the autum ans winter ,i was exercising the ferrets in the garden tonight ,it was just getting dark ,the were giddy and play fighting ,they would take turns in hiding in the undergrowth ,then dash out nip me on the leg and run off,
ive explained in crystals post ,that im trying to open my eyes and see what i have ,instead of closing them and thinking what i dont have ,ive been told i wont get better ,and they will try to keep my mood stable ,
but i think i should try to help myself more ,instead of beating myself up
thanks for your replys im so glad they cheered you all up ,,,xn728 ken