i will look no,more
Posted: Sun Oct 04, 2009 7:47 am
i wake everyday and look for the thing that will set me free ,today might be the day i think .so i set off full of hope ,we go shopping ,and have a coffee ,the n we come home ,and then .yes full stop ,nothing the thing i looked for so many times do,sent appear ,yet as i lay in bed last night i thought about what i have ,fran my wife ,slender ,loving and funny and most of all supportive ,she does,nt know the true horror of my illness but this is because she has enough pain to deal with of her own .my two daughters 29 years and 22 years,both clever girls who i know love their parents dearly .i have my 3 ferrets who give me pleasure .my music i llike so much numerous ipods and gadjets to play with .even though the visitor within my mind makes it hard for me to enjoy all these things ,i am lucky to have them and i will try to enjoy them more ,i know why i couldent see the thing i looked for every day .because it was right under my nose .and yes i nearly didnt see something else .all my freinds in here including the ones i dont yet know . when i wake tommorrow i will see all the things around me ,,thankyou xn728 Ken