why we have to be strong
Posted: Tue Sep 29, 2009 2:48 pm
when i met my wife i was late 18, we met in a rock /punk pub i was a punk rocker she liked the music ,
and was into fast bikes ,i know now without a doubt i would not have seen twenty,
i was out of controland she slowed me down ,i had never been good with the girls and when she came into
my life it was unbelieveable ,
weve been married for nearly 30 years now ,we never argue and understand each other totally,we have everything
we want but weve both worked hard for it ,weve have no money due to our current health problems
but we dont owe anything ,our lives havent been easy,and we are always fighting to get by ,now more
than ever,i have suffered from depprestion since being seven ,the visitor took me then and still has me now
i have to very wonderful daughters,and i have brought them up through depprestion ,my wife suffers from chronic
lung disorder and panic and anxiety attacks ,this is why i have to be strong no matter how hard im beaten down
i must rise and carry on ,you must reach deep inside yourself for this stregth we all have it ,if you feel really
down ,let yourself feel the weight of your depprestion let it take you down ,so that the next day you feel
a little better ,you may feel the weight lift a little ,i love my family so much .when i look at my wife
i can cry instantly ,i write these things so others may see they dont suffer alone ,i can never show my wife
the true horrors of my depprestion ,it would upset her ,she only sees the candy coating ,the warrior inside
me fighting the demons of my mind ,must stay a silent heroe,,,,,be strong all and dont give in xn728,,,,
and was into fast bikes ,i know now without a doubt i would not have seen twenty,
i was out of controland she slowed me down ,i had never been good with the girls and when she came into
my life it was unbelieveable ,
weve been married for nearly 30 years now ,we never argue and understand each other totally,we have everything
we want but weve both worked hard for it ,weve have no money due to our current health problems
but we dont owe anything ,our lives havent been easy,and we are always fighting to get by ,now more
than ever,i have suffered from depprestion since being seven ,the visitor took me then and still has me now
i have to very wonderful daughters,and i have brought them up through depprestion ,my wife suffers from chronic
lung disorder and panic and anxiety attacks ,this is why i have to be strong no matter how hard im beaten down
i must rise and carry on ,you must reach deep inside yourself for this stregth we all have it ,if you feel really
down ,let yourself feel the weight of your depprestion let it take you down ,so that the next day you feel
a little better ,you may feel the weight lift a little ,i love my family so much .when i look at my wife
i can cry instantly ,i write these things so others may see they dont suffer alone ,i can never show my wife
the true horrors of my depprestion ,it would upset her ,she only sees the candy coating ,the warrior inside
me fighting the demons of my mind ,must stay a silent heroe,,,,,be strong all and dont give in xn728,,,,