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i am very depressed ...

after i lost my college degree after spenting 3 or 4 years in a college ...

i did not pass some subjects , that way i lost at least 4 years ...

i joined another distance education university ...

and this time i got a business degree after spenting another 4 more years ...

that was not enough to find a decent job ...

so again i joined another accounting course ..

they taught me SAP accounting software , Tally accounting software , accounting and tax ...

but again i spent another 3 years on it ...

That way i lost a lot of years from my life ...

now i am 37 ...

i have been working too in a place where they sell pharmacy products wholesale all these years while i was studying too ...

they told me that i can work in their accounting department when i complete my accounting course ...

after practicing accounting on an accounting software which i have installed in my pc ... i am going to ask them if i can join their accounting department ... which i am sure i need at least 2 months ...

so my plan is to join their accounting department ...

i have to make that happen somehow ...

So there is this new pressure to do that somehow ...

All these have put me under a lot of stress ...

i dont even know how to relax these days ...

i always have anxiety and stress ...

hello, I'm Tealeaves
During all those years, months... did anything else happen in your life?