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My lips are chapped and faded
Their lips are dried but tinted
I wear boring and old
They wear charming and bold

Hiding myself coz I'm not ordinary
Everybody's calling me ugly
I dont have any beauty
In any part of this dead body

Ugly features and subtle actions
Always facing words of rejections
I am in the middle of exhaustion
Walking in the wrong direction

My life's plot is dejection
Full of limitation
Every action has a caution
Struggling to show this emotion

I can't think of a word to describe
This feelings, I'm so deprived
I have zero confidence
I dont make any sense

Sounds pretty familiar to me. It's not easy being different and it's even harder when you hate yourself for it.

I love and relate to your poem. Props to you bud, keep up the good work with writing to express yourself. It helps huh?
-Inatura.

yup it helps me to release anxiety.

I'm glad you have found an outlet to express emotion. I can relate to your words.

Nicely done. The feelings are what I am and hold true to this day. Everyone in my life wonders why i do not smile, why I hide when the camera comes out. You my friend captured it. Thank you.