what do i do
Posted: Sun Feb 08, 2009 7:06 am
god were do i start i had a great childhood that was all normal i feel in love at 15 n we stayed together 4 10 years n had 2 little girls but it was then after my 2nd child was born that my ex turned he started gettin funny n if i did owt wrong hed hit me n i was 2 scared to leave him after 4 years my mum fon out n saved me got me n my kids to move in wiv her n then i met sum1 new n everything got so much better i fort my life was back on track but was wrong i love my new bf wiv all my heart n most of the time we get on great but a few weeks ago we had a big bust up n he told me that he wonts to but he dont think hes in love wiv me anymore he still loves me but not in love wiv me n then thats when i shuld of left but i dint cos i love him n are in love wiv him so we said wed give it another go n let him fall back in love wiv me i no it sound so sad but i really wont this to work cos most of time we do get on n he loves my kids nthey love him more than there real dad but my mum is so over pretective wiv me now i cant talk to her bout my bf cos she has ago at him witch them corse more problems wiv us i just dont no what to do cos it hurt so much that the man i love wiv all my heart dunt feel the same way bout me n ive no 1 now i can talk to cos if i say owt to my mum she will have ago at him n ive tryed talkin to him n it makes it worse its just so hard i feel like mt heart n my head r ripin in 2 n ive no1 to turn 2 4 help?
You do sound like a strong and loyal person though, which means you can get through anything! You also seem to be putting your children first which is what every good mother does - kudos to you!
