My baby sister and now my daughter have passed away, I hurt
Posted: Wed Apr 27, 2016 4:53 am
I've never been part of a chat group. But I have nobody to talk to and getting things out will help me vent, hoping maybe 1 person sees this and cares. So here goes...
I don't know where to start. Everyone I love has passed away. Besides my wonderful fiance and my children, I'm all alone. I don't like telling my kids how I feel for obvious reasons. And my fiance and I have been through hell. I am trying to be strong for her and help her through her anxiety and depression. We had twin girls last July, one passed away 3 hours later from irreversible complications. I miss her. I hurt. I want to cry. I need someone to talk to that won't tell me I'm a man and to suck it up. My 8year old sister was murdered in 1999. I miss her also. I'm hurting right now. Too many demons inside me torturing me.
I don't know where to start. Everyone I love has passed away. Besides my wonderful fiance and my children, I'm all alone. I don't like telling my kids how I feel for obvious reasons. And my fiance and I have been through hell. I am trying to be strong for her and help her through her anxiety and depression. We had twin girls last July, one passed away 3 hours later from irreversible complications. I miss her. I hurt. I want to cry. I need someone to talk to that won't tell me I'm a man and to suck it up. My 8year old sister was murdered in 1999. I miss her also. I'm hurting right now. Too many demons inside me torturing me.