My Story... please help me...
Posted: Thu Oct 09, 2008 5:40 am
i feel soooo stupid for doing this. i don't even know if i have depression. and i'm only 16! i really hope someone replies to this. i need someone to talk to. i feel so alone. for the past few years i've been feeling so different. i've been taking quizes online to see if i'm depressed and they all say i have severe depression. i've never told anyone, nobody knows. i feel so sad. and so tired. i'm tired of living. i know i could never do it. but still. i don't know if i'll graduate. i feel like there's no point in living, i'm so insignificant and worthless. i always look in the mirror and i always think i'm ugly and worthless. i don't love my parents anymore and i don't want to talk to my friends. but no one knows! i look so perfect. i'm smart and have good grades. i'm in all the hard classes and have As and Bs. i'm skinny, i'm on the varsity volleyball, i have lots of friends and i've never gotten drunk or high. i'm white and upper middle class. but i want to die. i'm shaking and sobbing right now. i just wish i was someone else... please...somebody help, or at least tell me i just have teen anxst. please respond...