The Truth
Posted: Fri Oct 24, 2014 9:16 pm
Yesterday my wife of eleven years openly yelled and berated me in front of my young son, saying I was incompetent at everything.
Incompetent at everything.
At this point in my life, I'll cede that to her. She's right. I've given up fighting. I've given up period.
I have worked harder and harder to try and make money. To try and make a better home and life for them. To ask - even beg for help. I have not succeeded. I have failed. On all accounts.
I feel abused and beaten in every aspect of my life. Abused in all my work situations. Abused in my personal relationships.
My friends have drifted away. My family is elsewhere. She drips resentment and anger all too often. I am alone. And, it is all my fault. I made the choices. I lived the mistakes. No one else is to blame but me.
I hate my life, and I am exhausted. I give up. Now and forever.
Incompetent at everything.
At this point in my life, I'll cede that to her. She's right. I've given up fighting. I've given up period.
I have worked harder and harder to try and make money. To try and make a better home and life for them. To ask - even beg for help. I have not succeeded. I have failed. On all accounts.
I feel abused and beaten in every aspect of my life. Abused in all my work situations. Abused in my personal relationships.
My friends have drifted away. My family is elsewhere. She drips resentment and anger all too often. I am alone. And, it is all my fault. I made the choices. I lived the mistakes. No one else is to blame but me.
I hate my life, and I am exhausted. I give up. Now and forever.